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underneath the stars
I'll dream and pray for more of you.

Monday, March 2, 2009
bdaes n posting together?
7:44 PM

haha recently got so many ppls' bdaes
happy birthday to benny and shell
haha really had a fun time hangin out
even though i was partially...hm fully brain dead by sun..
update more next time..

hm our posting for a div are out
our grp includes rj, dhs, pj
jia you girls
we can do it
haha dont ever tell me tt u give up
doesnt matter who we r playin against
we shd play our best as though our opponent is all the same
just because they were good last yr..doesnt mean they are now right
so just train hard this one more mth left (:


Sunday, February 22, 2009
time to dive
3:16 PM

nothing i do is workin for me now
think....think....think....
how can i improve?
how can this change?

this week, i wont be myself myself
this week, im goin to disappear for a while

im goin to diving and holding my breath
as long as i can

once i resurface, everything will be the way it shd and will be


Thursday, February 19, 2009
timing choice
9:23 PM

ppl ard me just dont get it
if u tell me what to do
i wont do ur request

i know what has to be done
and i know im lagging
i know ur concerns
and i know what's best for me

but i have my timing
once i start
it'll never stop
and you have no say in anything

you can advise me
but whether to start or stop is my choice
UNDERSTAND?


Saturday, February 7, 2009
reflection of january
1:28 PM

in all, the whole month was quite fun
sch was not bad expt hw
i still miss sonic!waiting patiently to see him again
till then i can see sonic-look alike
i want to improve my bball and studies desperately
can anyone help me out here?


26-3oth jan:
it was chinese new yr week
i fell sick...so boring at home
so started watchin my lucky star
the guy looks like sonic
so similar excpt nose. abit diff
but really reminds me of him
also watched romanic princess over the weeked
and realise lin looks like ne shawn also
found out on fri my sis comin over
haha interesin..


19th-23nd jan:
2nd week was better, more of a breeze
still not used to goin sch yet though
but trying to keep up
got to start studying so tt i can
help me out here


12-16th jan:
1st week of sch
wah had so much work
and super lethargic throughout
but timetable is quite gd for thur n fri
haha but it was fun seeing ppl ard sch again


9th jan(fri):
tdy is open hse.quite dead
but was stuck in the lab mostly
tried to escape but..
got my blue bball shoes from eve
wah so nice
thr was weird guys tt kept laughin in lab -_-
after tt was trainin and coach toke us.so tired
but it was worth it as quite a few were thr


8th jan(thurs):
had bio workshop trainin
it toke super long and boring
mostly sitting ard though
went off at ard 4.30

and i was walkin near 755 when the wind was so strong
that i couldnt walk against it
then i looked ard and saw nigel runnin
confirmed when he said hi
i was too bored to go home so bought coke n sit down
afterwhich i saw weifeng runnin and told him to call nigel
then nigel came over and we talked
waited for some ppl and abi to play at 755
in the end, we went over and sat down
the person with the bball went home
so me n nigel challenged suicides
then my coke rolled away from me!it was like catchin
then 2 guys came down
d.o.g.(joel) and mr sunshine(aaron) so we played 3v3
hm at first found him familiar but didnt say anything
we played next team with some yishun town ppl
not happy then come to reject my bball..fine!
so i just do a layup past him...muahaha he's stunned!
then after tt the 2 guys played match with the yt ppl
he kept lookin over when he shoot.so lame..focus dude!
abi noticed too
later on, just asked..ij..other guy from sp
played 2 v2 with the 2 guys again

super funny esp mr sunshine as he kept talkin
joel was nice even though he seemed more cold at first
sorta teachin me as we played along
(: managed to do well in fast attempts and lays
boosted confidence! hmm well hope to play with them again
think more chances of seeing joel though
and also thr was this not bad 10yr old boy..wah he's so cute




6th jan(tues):
finally a girls night out
jw, jes, sah, xueer, jean n me
went out to marina whr we walk walk
and went to mac to chat n eat
haha after that we wanted to bowl but decided pool instead


round 1: sah n jw(won) vs jes n xe


round 2: sah n jw vs jean n me(won)


round 3: jean n me vs jes n xe(won)


haha so all's fair


bought my shoebag! tt matches my jacket..cool


after that went to lau pa sat to eat alot of satay
haha super full.. want to go thr again and eat more
worst of all is tt we have trainin the next day.. -_-


Sunday, January 11, 2009
updates about the past week
12:48 AM

things to update abt tmr

girls night out
thurs workshop prep n bball
fri open hse n trainin n celebration
sonic!


Thursday, January 8, 2009
sonic!!!
1:56 AM

SONIC!!!

didnt see u for a while now
i kinda miss, i bet u miss me too
im goin crazy thinkin
weird that i feel so strong
hope to see you again soon
or i will chase u again
i will talk to u but
pls give me a chance

find me!! it'll be so much more easier for me


Wednesday, January 7, 2009
sk cc & s2
12:12 PM

4 jan 2008, sunday

went sengkang cc play bball
during which some girls appear
can see that the guys just back off and let us play
haha very gd match
i really stepup my game
hmm cool

then me jiawei jes went to bishan
supposedly to study
but we went to mac
before that, went jw n jes went pitstop at sony
they really went to ask sonic's no.
and got it!mad ppl
hm shocker seriously
then in mac, we talk talk
then ard 10, i walked jes n jw to mrt
hm then when walkin back i saw sonic
i smiled but blur so sorta looked away abit
sonic smiled n can see that s2 wanted to talk to me
even abit ok..
hmmmmm sooooooo regret now
i shd have talked to sonic!!
haiz
pray pray that get another opportunity
pls help me!!!
find me!! so much easier

i realised that maybe s2 may not be working
but i have the no. just in case

pls pls find me or find you


Sunday, January 4, 2009
countdown lag
2:27 AM

31st dec before countdown
i went to play bball after restin from night cyclin.
go to 755, expecting shell jes and sah to play
but they say come find them near some carpark
in the end, its a bbq
haha abi joined ltr
it was fun
apparently i became sausage crazy
jes the mum
shell the crazy experimeter
sah the firefighter
abi the future daughter in law

haha in the end
we were so busy tt 10 mins before countdown reminder failed
we missed the countdown haha
one of auntie came to us and say its 2009
hahaha so funny
then we had our own countdown
1 min lagtime hahaha
so remb to call us out with lagtime in mind


Friday, January 2, 2009
1st day of 2009
1:15 AM

1st day of the year

i had to walk from amk mrt back home
apparently no more mrt to bishan -_-'
45min walk, creepy, nice to relax

afternn went botak jones with jw n abi
full full went j8
hehe went sony to try reserve psp
hm the guy said call again on 12th
hmm i bet if it was S2 he would have said yes!
haha then S2 passby me
and thr was an electric shock between 2 of us
hm he turned and i also ouch
S2 said 'ohh its you.i electric shocked you.'
so handsome..sry going mad!
very interesting event..weird though
haha regret not getting red...
told S2 so also
seriously super nice...haiz
guys, help me ask
i seriously fearful!
no.1 fear

after tt went bball,
with sotong, evelyn, jw, abi and ken
hm blurred
hm nth so interestin except for some superb assist n shoots


haiz
im still thinkin of S2
damn nice...
wondering off thinking


Thursday, January 1, 2009
30th dec
1:06 PM

30th dec 2008, tues
it is one of the better days
even though, i went medical appointment at 8am
and it wasnt pretty news
but after that went home and faint on my bed
which after i went shoppin with my dad
went to buy some clothes and bag
he bought me a XXX
i was thinkin between red and lavender
thr was a guy who helped me
was super friendly and nice...
he was pushing the red
i didnt get it! i sooo regret now...
i realised red is like my ultimate fav color
i didnt like it when i saw it but i started to like it
more n more like the .
hmmmmm.....
now i must wait...wait n work hard

at night we went night cyclin
it was screwed up
but we sorta had fun
only me abi sotong evelyn shaowei rode back
wasted. it was more fun n beautiful comin back
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