i feel like shutting myself out for a while
disappear for a day
im utterly confused
my thoughts aint clear at all
Saturday, December 27, 2008
prior warning
10 is mine! my basketball no.
noone can take it away
challenge 1v1
100 balls
if can win me then we shall talk about it
other than that, 10 is mine!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
after basketball camp, i seem to have an ora of trouble following me
23rd dec, tues:
we went to sk play bball at 2
there we saw some guys that recognise use as 2 place for 3 on 3
(: so cool we got remembered
i also recognise 2 of the guys.hmm...... (:
but i think we didnt play well
must go thr again and trash next time
at night, we went to yishun cpcc
sah, abi, jean n me wore jersey!
so cool... we played 4v4 with some older guys
we won n lose but they damn funny
we had some 'coach' on the sidelines
hm he said it was s'pore vs thailand -_-??
haha after that kind of bored so we went to 755
at thr after buy botak jones spicy fries (: ,
auntie welcome us to play 4v4
hm auntie was on form
i remb one of the guy xiao yu
(haha i burn before)
tdy is a day of recognition after my lay
hm omg!! jean passing to me
then tt guy intercept
he is very buff n tall
so i end up on the floor
my elbow n knee n bones bracin impact
he is like fallen over me, like a brigde
(scary, but protect myself)
abi was stunned, jean n sah couldnt stop laughing!meanies
i was more like thinkin damage control
hmmm......haiz from thr it was funny after
thank God the pain didnt last long (:
overall, extremely awkward, troubling day!
but funny, i must admit
24 dec,wed:
the day of toning
we went pool with bballers
fun fun! so funny also
i won 3 times in a row by the black ball goin in
couldnt stop laughin
then we drive-through mac amk
thr we played games
there is no need to elabourate from here.
the people know that it was a funny, weird day
quite troubling
cant wait to see if any other interestin things happen to me again
Monday, December 22, 2008
vomit blood
never knew
wont want to
im free ;D
Saturday, December 20, 2008
im just like a flickering star
shining for a moment
then disappearing into darkness
im always there it's just
sometimes im evident
sometimes im transperant
it made me happy
to see that you see
see that im in darkness
weird thing is sometimes
u dont see that im thr to help
quite confusin state for a flickering star
all the more for a disappearance
...and this is what happened that day
i wad there and then... not anymore
transperant mode
1:41 PMif my transperant mode is on in front of you,
means im sure there is nothing
but somehow when i dont want to be seen
you see me standing thr alone
leave me alone
2:51 AMjust leave me alone for a while now
i want to just be alone for a while
i need time to think for myself
to figure out what's goin on with me
whatever, cant be bothered abt you
2:44 AMcamp was great and will elabourate more about that next time
but i just want to make things clear to one of my teammate
i cant stand you
you r really fake
you have to take responsibility for ur mistakes
im sick of covering for you
i dont give a rat's ass for wadever happens to you
from now on
ur princess attitude, take it somewhr else
i dont fall for it
Saturday, December 6, 2008
hard to moved
4:13 PMhard to moved
by people's comments of me
good or bad
have u tried to steal a secret from me
it's goin to be hard
secrets are something to be kept
or maybe shared with people one trusts
such person will be hard to find
from now on, i will share but only if im sure
im not advertising my life to the rest
but involving those i care about
start of improvement
1:44 AMour first loss to njc
it was quite wasted
we could have won
we shd have stopped their penetration
we only had 6
but we made do
they had more cause they called their seniors
hm wasted
i believe we could have won
overall, i improved
i did 2 spinturn then lay ups
damn cool btw
then i also got fouled
total i think altogether only 9 points
disappointing but improve some skills
future aims
hm to remain CALM haha
improve dribbling by next fri. 12dec
hm and increased shootin/lay % to 75
communicate better with teammates
possible?
of course but i need your help
willing to?
promise i'll word hard
Friday, December 5, 2008
grow as a player
12:34 AMsome may feel that i keep telling them what to do on court
and the obvious answer is cause
you aint doin it right
the way that's best
the only reason im correcting u
is for your own good
and as ur teammate
i want to do what is best for u and the team
i dont want ur attitude towards me
to affect the team
and our hard work to victory
maybe u cant understand
cause you dont have the passion for the game
then i guess you wont last
if u dont see my constructive criticism,
then you aint going to improve any further than u are now
Thursday, December 4, 2008
kept for me
12:41 AMyour enigmatic smile
bathes me with warmth
during the bleak, lonesome night
this is something that i keep for only myself
warning to you ahd
12:38 AMhonestly i cant be more bothered
if u cant follow simple instructions
then there is no purpose in ur presense
if u want to screw up, fine by me
just dont come cryin when u do
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
match with bmss
1:30 AMwe won bmss 54-46
shot quite a few. think 15 points in total
including a beautiful 3 point.
but dont feel like sayin anymore