let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know the hardest part is over
let it in, let your clarity define you in the end
we will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made in these small hours
these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate
time falls away, but these small hours
these small hours still remain
let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end
our lives are made in these small hours
these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate
time falls away, but these small hours
these small hours still remain
all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now
in these small hours these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain, still remain
these little wonders these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these little wonders still remain
Thursday, July 24, 2008
everyone has fears
fear of death
fear of spiders and snakes
fear of loneliness
fear of ostracisation
and even fear of FEAR
FEAR is an emotional response
FEAR controls and paralyzes you
FEAR destroys your hopes
i do not fear anything
i admit im afraid sometimes
but i dont let FEAR control me
i do not fear anything
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
im so stress now that
i dont know what to do
i just lazy ard
i havent started studying at ALL
haha seeing the numbers go by
is giving me the feeling of helplessness
but i know i can do it
i can do it well
but can i push it?
HELP ME!!!
HELP ME NOW!!!
I NEED HELP!!!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
no way!
this cant be happening.
not now
im so not falling for you
not again!
how do i stop?
i got no clue.
trying to shut you out
but it aint easy
u just keep reappearing
i just cant look away
i got to learn
i got to change
or else my true soul will die to you
but that shdnt ever be true
Sunday, July 13, 2008
hm
tt's all i can say
Saturday, July 12, 2008
by maximising ur student life
ever wanted to be a star?
HAVE THE CORRECT ATTITUDES AND CONDUCTS
Practical steps
Someone that wont just..
12:48 PMHonesty
Is what you need
It sets you free
Like someone to save you
Let it go
But hurry now
There's undertow
And I don't want to lose you now
All right
Sit down and spill your heart
Lets start from the very start
Cause i can see by your eyes
You're wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time, you know
Nothing can change what happened, you know
i'll listen but what can i do?
im letting go of everything now
but why dont u want to let me
noone can tell me what to do
and you wont be the first who tried
i'll applaud ur effort though
but its done and now everything's gone
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
my life is for me
8:50 PMnoone will ever know me
so noone can ever hurt me
but isit still possible?
you can continue trying
i applaud u for that
but there is yet so much u will NEVER know
old has gone, new has come
7:40 PMBad days forever be gone
its time to pick up and move on
Sometimes its hard to buckle down
start up and get around
It will be worth the effort
sooner or later
but i need the support
and be more than just a dictator
When i see my shadow
its not whr i want to be
i want to be able to say wow
and smile in glee
Now it's time to step up to the plate
it's time to set things straight
THERE'S NO WAY TO ESCAPE
Monday, July 7, 2008
Day out at MrR
11:14 PM
today was a gd day to me. i got to hang out with my younger cousins, my sis, aunt and grandma. it was so fun. i got to see my 2nd love again. I MISS IT SO MUCH. hm well, get back to it soon. got reminded abt a few things that happened at adventure camp. Because of tt, managed to click well with the kayaking instructors.haha anyways so fun but quite waste of day. haha but i dont regret. i had a gd time. kinda miss my family. but i know why i did what i had to.
haha i so caught him in the act. wah so young and still steal my coke. haha im the first and he's the last. haha feel happy seeing him. he seems like the only one who is really able to understand. but i promised that i will never ever burden him with my troubles.
nice picture?toke it myself. photography is one of my interest but no money to fund it. soon anyways. got alot of weird things happen recently tt i may or may not blog about. so yup will continue soon
A Flickering Star
3:21 AMA flickering star
a glimmer of hope
a ray of light
a path of destiny
Everyone has different perspectives
different choices to make
so why make it so hard
for them to get a break?
I've been there before
i've felt what's its like
life becomes a chore
and noone would know
So move in my life
give me a glimmering star
a flickering hope
a path of light
and a ray of destiny
Written on 5th July 2008, 5.34am