nothing i do is workin for me now
think....think....think....
how can i improve?
how can this change?
this week, i wont be myself myself
this week, im goin to disappear for a while
im goin to diving and holding my breath
as long as i can
once i resurface, everything will be the way it shd and will be
Thursday, February 19, 2009
ppl ard me just dont get it
if u tell me what to do
i wont do ur request
i know what has to be done
and i know im lagging
i know ur concerns
and i know what's best for me
but i have my timing
once i start
it'll never stop
and you have no say in anything
you can advise me
but whether to start or stop is my choice
UNDERSTAND?
Saturday, February 7, 2009
in all, the whole month was quite fun
sch was not bad expt hw
i still miss sonic!waiting patiently to see him again
till then i can see sonic-look alike
i want to improve my bball and studies desperately
can anyone help me out here?
26-3oth jan:
it was chinese new yr week
i fell sick...so boring at home
so started watchin my lucky star
the guy looks like sonic
so similar excpt nose. abit diff
but really reminds me of him
also watched romanic princess over the weeked
and realise lin looks like ne shawn also
found out on fri my sis comin over
haha interesin..
19th-23nd jan:
2nd week was better, more of a breeze
still not used to goin sch yet though
but trying to keep up
got to start studying so tt i can
help me out here
12-16th jan:
1st week of sch
wah had so much work
and super lethargic throughout
but timetable is quite gd for thur n fri
haha but it was fun seeing ppl ard sch again
9th jan(fri):
tdy is open hse.quite dead
but was stuck in the lab mostly
tried to escape but..
got my blue bball shoes from eve
wah so nice
thr was weird guys tt kept laughin in lab -_-
after tt was trainin and coach toke us.so tired
but it was worth it as quite a few were thr
8th jan(thurs):
had bio workshop trainin
it toke super long and boring
mostly sitting ard though
went off at ard 4.30
and i was walkin near 755 when the wind was so strong
that i couldnt walk against it
then i looked ard and saw nigel runnin
confirmed when he said hi
i was too bored to go home so bought coke n sit down
afterwhich i saw weifeng runnin and told him to call nigel
then nigel came over and we talked
waited for some ppl and abi to play at 755
in the end, we went over and sat down
the person with the bball went home
so me n nigel challenged suicides
then my coke rolled away from me!it was like catchin
then 2 guys came down
d.o.g.(joel) and mr sunshine(aaron) so we played 3v3
hm at first found him familiar but didnt say anything
we played next team with some yishun town ppl
not happy then come to reject my bball..fine!
so i just do a layup past him...muahaha he's stunned!
then after tt the 2 guys played match with the yt ppl
he kept lookin over when he shoot.so lame..focus dude!
abi noticed too
later on, just asked..ij..other guy from sp
played 2 v2 with the 2 guys again
super funny esp mr sunshine as he kept talkin
joel was nice even though he seemed more cold at first
sorta teachin me as we played along
(: managed to do well in fast attempts and lays
boosted confidence! hmm well hope to play with them again
think more chances of seeing joel though
and also thr was this not bad 10yr old boy..wah he's so cute
6th jan(tues):
finally a girls night out
jw, jes, sah, xueer, jean n me
went out to marina whr we walk walk
and went to mac to chat n eat
haha after that we wanted to bowl but decided pool instead
round 1: sah n jw(won) vs jes n xe
round 2: sah n jw vs jean n me(won)
round 3: jean n me vs jes n xe(won)
haha so all's fair
bought my shoebag! tt matches my jacket..cool
after that went to lau pa sat to eat alot of satay
haha super full.. want to go thr again and eat more
worst of all is tt we have trainin the next day.. -_-